Creative Juices
"I have spent my days stringing and unstringing my instrument while the song I came to sing remains unsung" - Tagore
Thursday, June 22, 2023
Take a pause today darling...... - poem by Nikeeta Nirody-Bendre
Thursday, March 24, 2022
Milestone .. 24 March 2022
Monday, February 21, 2022
The New Normals ... 2022
- Sep 11, 2001 was the first such event. Not only did it cause unprecedented damage to life and property, it changed world order to what we came to call "the new normal". In this new normal, travel became an order-of-magnitude more difficult, as traveler had the burden of proving themselves innocent and safe to other travelers by going through a high level of security. Such security measures also got implemented at the entrances of buildings. Certain types of people (based on their name and looks) started getting looked at with suspicion. Nations went after each other in retaliation.
- Nov 2016 - the election of Donald Trump as the US President. While I had thought that I had seen the lowest of the lows, the year leading up to the Trump election and the four years of his rule demonstrated that the lowest of the lows can be easily breached, as I saw them breached over and over. Hate-mongering under the guise of free speech became acceptable behavior. Racism and police brutalities against minorities saw a rise like never before.
- Mar 2020 - COVID-19. Science went for a toss as a year of COVID overlapped the Presidency of Trump. Social distancing became the new normal, and remote work for knowledge workers became the favored form of work. The myth about physical collocation for team efficiency was busted, the term "the great resignation" came into existence to represent the section of workforce that did not care to go back to their pre-pandemic work lives. Even as the economy recovered with a bang from the fall it took in March 2020, the chasm between science and personal freedoms cemented itself in a large fraction of society.
- Jan 2021 - the U.S. Capitol Insurrection. The new low (normal) includes those who decry but cannot do a thing, and those who look the other way calling it a feature of a democracy.
- And then ... Afghanistan (Aug 2021) ... and Ukraine (Feb 2022) .... nuff said!
Monday, February 14, 2022
Sunday, December 26, 2021
The Song I Came To Sing ... Tagore
“The song I came to sing
remains unsung to this day.
I have spent my days in stringing
and in unstringing my instrument.
The time has not come true,
the words have not been rightly set;
only there is the agony
of wishing in my heart…..
I have not seen his face,
nor have I listened to his voice;
only I have heard his gentle footsteps
from the road before my house…..
But the lamp has not been lit
and I cannot ask him into my house;
I live in the hope of meeting with him;
but this meeting is not yet.”
― Rabindranath Tagore
Wednesday, December 1, 2021
Estrangement - a weird form of Empowerment
Thursday, October 14, 2021
English Idiosyncrasies ... 2021
Indians prepone, Americans advance
Brits' Underground may go over ground
Americans drive on parkways, while they park on driveways
Thursday, September 30, 2021
Dating a Skeptic ... 2021
It is rare to find a poem that addresses a skeptic/atheist. I came across a delightful one in Marathi (see at the bottom of this post), and had fun translating it into English.
दर्शनाला नेणारी मी
माझ्या इच्छेखातर
येणारा तू
हारफुलांचा भाव करत
ताट घेणारी मी,
दारातल्या भिक्षुकांना
मदत करणारा तू
रांगेत पुढे जाण्यासाठी
धडपडणारी मी,
देवळाची सुबकता
न्याहाळणारा तू
चिडून नमस्कारासाठी
तुला खुणावणारी मी,
देवळातील प्रसन्नता
अनुभवणारा तू
देवळातही चपलेची
काळजी करणारी मी,
गरजूने नेली असेल
म्हणून अनवाणी चालत निघालेला तू
खरंच....देव नक्की कुणाला पावत असेल?
माझ्यासारख्या आस्तिकाला...
की तुझ्यासारख्या नास्तिकाला....?
Monday, September 13, 2021
An Equinox Haiku ... Sep 22, 2021
Monday, September 6, 2021
Will you still need Me, Will you still feed me, Now that I'm 64 ... Sep 7, 2021
Many years from now
Will you still be sending me a Valentine
Birthday greetings bottle of wine
Would you lock the door
Will you still need me, will you still feed me
When I'm sixty-four
And if you say the word
I could stay with you
When your lights have gone
You can knit a sweater by the fireside
Sunday mornings go for a ride
Doing the garden, digging the weeds
Who could ask for more
When I'm sixty-four
In the Isle of Wight, if it's not too dear
We shall scrimp and save
Grandchildren on your knee
Vera, Chuck and Dave
Stating point of view
Indicate precisely what you mean to say
Yours sincerely, wasting away
Mine for evermore
Will you still need me, will you still feed me
When I'm sixty-four
Friday, September 3, 2021
Atheism to Rationalism to Humanism ... a personal journey ... 2021
Monday, August 23, 2021
What Happens When You Skip Kindergarten ... August 23, 2021
- Unstable Equilibrium is not to be forecasted. A pencil standing on its point, a house of cards built in a windy environment, a spinning top. Unless there are efforts being made to counter the natural tendency to collapse, the pencil will fall, the house of cards will collapse, and the spinning top will fall on its side. (2021 mishap - Expecting the incumbent Afghan government to be fully functional until the US withdraws all its interests, after publicly predicting its collapse down the road)
- A Chain Is Only As Strong As Its Weakest Link. When one looks for robustness of a system, one pays attention to strengthening the weakest link. If there is a single point of failure, one needs to find an alternate path that can take over if one path fails. (2021 mishap - (a) Surrendering one of two air bases, while knowing that there is an imminent airlift operation in adverse conditions. (b) Having only one open path to the only airport, and then looking to create other pathways when the bottlenecks are blatantly visible).
- Before You Lift A Heavy Bucket Of Water, Know Where You Will Be Placing It. If you don't, you are likely to get tired holding it or risk its coming down on your toes! (2021 mishap - It was known well in advance how many Americans, Allies, and Afghans who supported the US over the years needed to be evacuated. Doesn't one need to have prior agreements with receiving locations, so that the airlifted people can be temporarily or permanently landed?)
- There Is No I In TEAM. Jack and Jill helped each other carrying the pail of water down the hill. We know too well what happened when Jack fell down (and broke his crown and Jill came tumbling after! They also spilled their pail of water!) This phrase is also emphasized to Little League Baseball and Soccer players. (2021 Mishap - There was a reason Allies were called Allies. They were supposed to be collaborated with, not surprised with a unilateral knee-jerk)
Wednesday, August 18, 2021
"The bug is a feature, by design" ...in today's politics - Aug 18, 2021
- Say "mea culpa" and step down in grace sooner than later - this can save him the disgrace of investigations and their outcomes.
- Hand over the reins to Harris, let her apply her administrative skills to the remainder of the Presidential term
- Let Harris present herself to the world with the "I-am-not-your-father's-Oldsmobile" attitude
Monday, August 16, 2021
Wednesday, June 23, 2021
Emptying the Mind ... 2021
Wednesday, June 2, 2021
Relationship Nuggets from Shobhaa De ... 2021
Perhaps, recognizing the same dynamic, Shobhaa has interspersed her book with "nuggets" - about one every 6 pages of the 287-pages-book, and also provided a bullet-list of highlights at the end of each of the twenty-five chapters.
So, here I extracted the nuggets into a Quick-Start-Manual (a Quickie, I may say, in Shobhaa's catty style) for those of us who can benefit from the messages but don't have the time and patience to read the book. You may get the feeling that the book is directed at women more than men, written in the Indian context and, at times, may come across sexist (as liberal/liberated as she is, she is also in acceptance of the contemporary society in which women need to survive and thrive) - but the principles seem to be universal, and I found no difficulty in internationalizing and masculinizing (?) the messages for my own benefit.
Even the most attentive partner can occasionally misread signals - don't make an issue out of it. Instead, go ahead and say what you need to. (p17)
Women carry on about 'feelings' ad nauseam. Men can't. We might as well accept this and teach ourselves to talk their language. (p25)
Recognize the difference between exchanging information and sharing ideas (p28)
Don't involve a third person in your fights. No person can be entirely impartial, which means one of you will cry foul - leading to another fight. (p38)
People say friends are for keeps. I am not so sure. Especially after marriage. Friendships that intrude or demand too much from either partner are best shunned. (p46)
Friends are not part of your dowry. Don't expect your partner to accept them instantly. (p49)
Arranged marriages have as much of a chance of working out as love marriages. Don't feel embarrassed about opting for the former. (p56)
Not all love marriages pan out the way they do in Bollywood films. Keep your rose-tinted shades on if you must, but watch out for those clouds. (p61)
Living through a spell of 'foul weather' in a marriage is one thing; living with a 'foul partner' is quite another. (p66)
Children exposed to a foul marriage get permanently damaged. The scars rarely heal. (p71)
Never discuss the dirty details with outsiders. Not even with 'well meaning' relatives and 'best friends'. All you're doing is providing grist for the gossip mills. (p76)
Be truthful with your kids, but don't go overboard with gory personal details. Tell them only as much as they need to know. (p81)
Marriage is not a business arrangement. Don't convert it into one, with terms and conditions spelt out contractually. (p88)
Trusting your partner is a good policy. But it's worthwhile to stay informed about your personal assets. (p101)
If you are a smart chick, you don't have to fake dumbness in order to make your partner shine. (p110)
Never talk down to your partner. Even in the privacy of your bedroom. (p115)
Trying to be one-up on your partner displays just one thing - insecurity. (p123)
People always look surprised when a wife challenges her husband's point of view in public. (p126)
Insist on fair play and transparency at all times. Too many men take full control over their wife's bank balance, without revealing their own. (p131)
Give in when it comes to personal quirks that drive a partner crazy. Wet towel on the bed? Pick it up - it's a quicker solution than fighting over who should do it. (p138)
Passion does not recognize age; it is certainly not reserved for teenagers. Ask M. F. Husain, if you don't believe me! (p148)
If you don't feel good about yourself, you can't make your partner feel good either. Work on your self-esteem and confidence, and see the difference. (p156)
Remember, sex is often in the head. Do not mock, criticize or rate a 'performance'. Sex is not a challenge with a trophy at the end. (p161)
Marital routines are unavoidable. But it helps to break them occasionally and do something unpredictable and unexpected. (p170)
Watch out for those 'harmless' flirtations - they have a nasty way of backfiring, especially if they occur on a holiday and follow you back to your home. (p175)
Two can play the cheating game. Are you ready to accept or overlook your partner's fling? (p180)
If there are no sparks left in your marriage and you can't do without casual affairs, why are you still in the marriage? (p185)
There is no substitute for togetherness - physical and emotional. (p192)
If long separations are unavoidable, make a set of rules about 'staying connected'. Don't look at those awful phone bills with horror - communication is your lifeline under the circumstanes. (p197)
Don't make the missing partner feel guilty about extended absences - he/she will run in the opposite direction rather than be forced to deal with the accusations of neglect. (p200)
Self-sufficiency is the spin-off from such an arrangement. Separations have a way of making partners feel less dependent, less clingy, less demanding. (p205)
Compromise need not be a dirty word if it works both ways - sometimes you give in, sometimes your partner does. (p210)
Hit the delete button when it comes to ego. There's no shame in meeting your partner halfway. (p213)
Don't try and score brownie points over your mother-in-law. Give her the entire cookie jar, instead! (p220)
Leave your husband out of daily squabbles. Bickering over unimportant stuff like who gets to holiday where, is silly and counterproductive. (p223)
Mothers-in-law should kill with kindness and generosity. Don't give your heart to your bahu, but hand over everything else. You'll feel so much lighter. (p230)
Remember, it's difficult for a mother to 'surrender' her son to a 'stranger'. Deal with her initial hurt with understanding and patience - for your own sake. (p235)
Competing for your attention with a new-born is a no-win situation for the poor husband. Don't allow that to happen. Get him to participate, instead. (p242)
Make the effort to dress and look the way you usually do. Pregnancy and childbirth are not afflictions to be endured. You should be looking your best during this period. (p247)
When you start looking outside your marriage for the all-important 'dependability factor', you should see it as an early warning sign that your relationship needs working on. (p256)
If complete self-sufficiency is everything, why bother with marriage at all? The decision to marry suggests a desire to share your life with another. (p261)
Most women use their sexuality to advantage when faced with situations that demand it. (p264)
Intimacy does not grow in a cold environment. It is like a hothouse bloom. Think of intimacy as an orchid and you'll automatically nurture it. (p270)
A healthy marriage needs the assurance that a partner will come through in an emergency, no matter what. (p275)
Follow the 'TTT' rule - Time, tolerance and tenderness. You need all three in abundance to make your marriage sing. (p278)
Wednesday, May 12, 2021
Addressing Bias - Today's Experience ... May 12, 2021
Wednesday, April 28, 2021
Bhakts will be Bhakts ... 2021
Friday, April 16, 2021
Sunday, April 11, 2021
The Story of My Story ... 2021
Saturday, March 20, 2021
Question ... 2021
Monday, February 22, 2021
Five-fifty or Two-twenty ... 2021
Who cares when life is bad?
An arbitrary measurement
From an arbitrary reference
Silly lifelong conditioning
To be driven by the clock
That things have to happen
Sunday, January 24, 2021
Faith and the State ... 2021
Tuesday, January 19, 2021
Never Again .. 20 Jan 2021
Monday, January 11, 2021
Black and White and Shades in Between ... 2021
- You see it when white Americans (including the President-elect Joe Biden) decry white supremacy and make a case for fairness and representation for people of all types, by gender, race, color, any other difference
- You see it when men march for the status of women
- You see it when Jews protest against the "Muslim Ban"
- You see it when everybody marches for Black Lives Matter